Summer vacation? Not me

Well, Summer has started but I still haven't had a break! lol I sure like how that works. But It was my choice I guess.

Im working at Burger King and Thunder Road again this year. Im a manager now at Thunder road working there during the day from 11-5. Than I am training to be a night manager at Burger king working from around 530 to close(12ish). Yes, A lot of hours, but that equals a lot of money to save up for when I go back to college. ALSO, I would REALLY love to get an apartment, but I guess I will let that play out however it does. I am sure Tony and I will just stick with living with my parents, but who knows.

Tony and I have been dating for 1 year now. It was our 1 year anniversary on May 6th. I am SOOO happy with him! He is one of the best things that has happened to me! :) I love him so much!

Well, better go get some sleep if I think I am going to survive this summer. lol

Lots of Love

I guess....

I guess the final decision is...

I am taking a year off

I dont want to do it, but I do. It just sucks but I am sure I made the right decision. (hopefully)

It will be nice to not have to worry about school work for a year. lol

Sometimes I wish I had my future cut out for me. I wish it was easy. Like...For David Archuleta. lol He is 16 and already a star. Why can't I have a talent like that...
http://youtube.com/watch?v=YD1G5rPD8vM
Thats his video singing "you're the voice" I am IN LOVE with that song. And knowing that he is only 16 and ALREADY THAT amazing makes the song even better.

Anyways...

I CAN'T WAIT UNTIL MY SISTER'S WEDDING!!! I know its not for a while now but still... :)
I get to be the Maid of Honor. =D
Although my cuz Alisha was talking to me last night and telling me how when I speak during the dinner she knows she is going to cry her eyes out along with Nicole. lol then I told her...ME 2...If I can even finish whatever I will say. =D

Final exams coming up...OH GOD!!
BUT that also means...NO MORE DORM!!! YAY!!!

Confusion!!!

Unfortunately, I have been trying to figure out what my last account was but I can't seem to recall it. SOOOO, Had to make a new one.

I have had WAY too much stress in my life lately. It mostly is revolving around ONE main thing...To go to school in the fall, or not to go to school in the fall....

I dont know what I want to go to school for. I dont know what I want to do with the rest of my life. I dont feel like I really have a talent of any sort to be able to make a career out of.

I toured MSCTC this past monday and checked out some of the projects that the graphic design students did. Looking over those made me think that....Could I actually be able to do something like that? Am I really that creative? Can I make a career out of it? I dont really know. I dont know if I could handle it.

The other option I looked over with my dad was Computer Networking and another one having to do with computers. I thought maybe that would be good because I like working with computers and am pretty good with them. But what REALLY is it? What would I be doing?

AHHHHHHHH!!! I just dont know what to do. THEN, if I choose to go to school I have 3 months to work my butt off and save AT LEAST every other paycheck, OR save every paycheck from one of the two jobs I will have. I will be working at Thunder Road as a manager, and at Burger King as a manager...(after 4 years I decided to train to become one so I can make more money and such) BUT...can I even handle THAT? If I DONT go to school, I feel like I need to find a nice full time job. Again, this would help me out even more to save money when I figure out what to go to school for.

I know some people say, "its just generals for the first 2 years or so" but if I decide to just go to a tech, I dont necessarily NEED generals because it focuses mostly on the major.

If I decide to go to school this fall though again...I have a big feeling that all the classes I would want to take will be full already. Registration has been going on for at least a few weeks now.

Wow...

-Stressed Sabrina