Sunday, April 20, 2008

Confusion!!!

Unfortunately, I have been trying to figure out what my last account was but I can't seem to recall it. SOOOO, Had to make a new one.

I have had WAY too much stress in my life lately. It mostly is revolving around ONE main thing...To go to school in the fall, or not to go to school in the fall....

I dont know what I want to go to school for. I dont know what I want to do with the rest of my life. I dont feel like I really have a talent of any sort to be able to make a career out of.

I toured MSCTC this past monday and checked out some of the projects that the graphic design students did. Looking over those made me think that....Could I actually be able to do something like that? Am I really that creative? Can I make a career out of it? I dont really know. I dont know if I could handle it.

The other option I looked over with my dad was Computer Networking and another one having to do with computers. I thought maybe that would be good because I like working with computers and am pretty good with them. But what REALLY is it? What would I be doing?

AHHHHHHHH!!! I just dont know what to do. THEN, if I choose to go to school I have 3 months to work my butt off and save AT LEAST every other paycheck, OR save every paycheck from one of the two jobs I will have. I will be working at Thunder Road as a manager, and at Burger King as a manager...(after 4 years I decided to train to become one so I can make more money and such) BUT...can I even handle THAT? If I DONT go to school, I feel like I need to find a nice full time job. Again, this would help me out even more to save money when I figure out what to go to school for.

I know some people say, "its just generals for the first 2 years or so" but if I decide to just go to a tech, I dont necessarily NEED generals because it focuses mostly on the major.

If I decide to go to school this fall though again...I have a big feeling that all the classes I would want to take will be full already. Registration has been going on for at least a few weeks now.

Wow...

-Stressed Sabrina

1 comment:

Worster Woman said...

Your other site was http://coolestbeans33.blogspot.com/

I had it saved in my favorites. =)

Ok, DO NOT STRESS about school. If you have any doubts about going, then take a year off and work. There is NOTHING wrong with that, and I guarantee I can get you into Fox (13/hour for 3 months, then drops to $11.50), but still, that's decent money and great hours!

Call me if you wanna talk! Love you!

Jes